Just keep swimming until they find you

Still waiting to hear back from PSI.  I know this is something I was meant to do.  In the meantime I just keep swimming.  It is sort of scary to think that I might go through all of this and end up in the same place. 

Ever feel like this is the chance you have been waiting for?  This position is how I feel.  I know the process takes awhile...............I just hope I am in the running.